After 3 hours in MBA school, a late dinner, and then a sip of coffee (Mocha Froccino), we called it a night and headed for home. The streets were damp from the rain and the air was cool. It was the perfect weather for a good night sleep. But it wasn’t time to do so yet, the coming days were full of exciting promises to come and I have yet to do my preparations. At the strike of
I woke up around
Drove all the way to the reservation office with a blank expression on my face, noticing only the car directly in front and the turns where I’m supposed to turn. The SMS kept coming and the puzzle started unravelling. “Didn’t you receive my MMS?” and so I checked my phone, MMS messages on the sent folder, everything looked fine, then I remembered the delivery reports! Shit! One look and I knew, everything was on pending status, the files must have been too large. “Oh well”, I thought, “but still not enough reason, considering also the fact that it was only around
I booked the reservations and headed back to where my car was parked. Next stop was to report to work. The SMS exchanges continue until on one final beep my phone lights up and another message popped. A name of a girl whom I courted in the past, 3 years past to be exact, flashes through the screen. “What the *@#$!? How did she get involved?”. Something in my head snapped, accompanied by a feeling of worthlessness swept through me. Did I do anything to deserve this?, Have I not done enough for you all this time …?, This isn’t healthy anymore., were some of the questions and thoughts in my mind. After relaying them, all I got was more of the cold and provoking replies like ‘what have you done beh?’ and ‘And so, if it’s not healthy what would you like do to now?’.
I stopped replying right there and then but in my mind I already knew what I wanted to do. It was going to be a very long drive back to the office, one of chaotic silence, where every sound around you is muffled by the thoughts running through your mind.
First stop was to text E, one of my trusted friends who happens to sideline as a florist during special occasions, and inquire on how the flowers were doing. The flowers weren’t set to be delivered until
Next stop was the airlines office where the service was really bad and after a long wait all they could tell me was to call or come back on Monday for an update. Surprisingly, I didn’t mind the long wait, the place was airconditioned, I didn’t have to do anything but sit down and wait, and people were walking pass me minding their own business. My hopes were low on getting my money back as my tickets were one of those promotional fares and it had been rebooked previously.
After all of which, later in the day, I broke the news.
I gave up, yes.
I stopped BELIEVING, I never pretended.
I’m a hopeless romantic but a simple “Happy Heart’s Day” maybe even followed by a smiley “=)” to show a little more endearment would have been enough for me, something that I never got on that day.
I’d had my share of drama and get more than enough of it from the television and cinemas. And so, I goof off and laugh things off when I’m down. It is my way of coping up with things, I hope nobody misunderstands that.
To keep things light,
ReplyDeletemaybe you can vote as to what you think is the better title.
a. Chaotic Silence
b. My Funny Valentines
c. None of the above - Maybe you can give me a good one. ^^
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hmm.. no suggestions as to title.. but i think hindi siya funny valentine!
ReplyDeletehoist! walay part 2 ani? nabitin ko da. i wanna read more:) ug ngano in ato ang reaction niya? hehehe. nag wonder lang po.
ReplyDeleteas to the title, ako suggestion kay puzzled. hehehe. more on tungod puzzled pa ko sa events;) feeling nako nagtanaw ko ug teleserye ay nga bitin ang ending. hehehe
looking forward to the continuation ... there should be more to the story.
ReplyDeletethis is definitely not a funny valentine. maybe you can put - the advantages and disadvantages of text messaging. *joke*
@crazydigger
ReplyDeletehahaha ^^ funny sya oi, super funny! hahaha ^^ you're finding me here napud ha. thanks for dropping by.
@cating
bitin ba? maayo na na for suspense
ang sumpay nalang ana kay baybay tickets nga wala na refund hahaha ^^ sige, maybe someday i can come up with "puzzle 2: the mystery of women." hehehe.
@charm
ay tama pud na charm. i can relate.
there's a disadvantage to text messaging jud ^^
ngano na generalize na man na to all women ha?!? hehehe. bitaw, i hope that someday will be soon kay na puzzled jud ko. ahihihihi
ReplyDeletec. breaking my silence
ReplyDeletehihi blogging is therapeutic right? ;D
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ReplyDelete@cobalt
ReplyDeletemay tama ka. hehehe
but i never wanted to write about this.
too much thinking on my part maybe,
and in the end, no matter which path you choose, you still turn out to be the insensitive one.
whoa! I was on my way to dreamland boks yet your words kept me reading and reading ..
ReplyDeletetsk tsk ... of all the days naman na mag ingon ato oi .. on a Vday pa.. nman nman..
you may give up on her... pero yaw give up sa Love. Charot! heheeheh
be well boks :D
the best jud ka boks hehehe ^^
ReplyDeletewon't give up on love, paunsa nalang ako plans of marrying next year hehehe ^^
Okay Phen, u definitely owe me a lot of kwento.. what happened???? chismosa ba? hehe
ReplyDelete@mindy
ReplyDeletendi lang man masyado hehehe
what i wrote is what happened.
FINALLY...naka post na jd ka entry about ani...hehehe
ReplyDeletestep...agree ko charm. about the advantages and disadvantages sa text.
continuation ha...
ReplyDeletenag google reader na baya ko ;)
@anne
ReplyDeletethanks for dropping by. hehehe
naa naman continuation ... ulahi naka hehehe